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| Lunch in the Christmas Market |
28 November 2007
26 November 2007
"my cup overflows"
After the service, Claire's grandmother came up and gave me a gift; lots of Claire's friends gave me cards. I was utterly taken aback and astonished by the overflow of goodness. Even Mrs. Donnelly gave me a present; Pastor Donnelly came up and asked me, in a jolly fashion, for forgiveness. As we were finally going out the door to the car, Heather bounced up and gave me a hug. Good to see her again. We're planning to go down to the Christmas market in Belfast for lunch on Tuesday. Back at the Wilsons' house, while Mrs. Wilson served the roast and Mr. Wilson made the gravy, Claire and I sat down excitedly in the kitchen to open the cards and presents. So much. A wealth that dizzied and utterly humbled me. The family and I sat down to the usual solid, hearty Sabbath lunch of roast, potatoes, Yorkshire puddings, chick peas, and gravy. And afterward, Mrs. Wilson and Claire came in with a cake and candles, and sang and took pictures. All very happy, and the cake, a white vanilla one, was delicious. When we had finished eating, Claire and I cleaned up the kitchen and washed the dishes. Outside little birds were feasting at the bird feeders.
Claire and I went to our separate rooms when the job was done to rest. The afternoon was cold and cloudy, low mist hanging over the hills. After I finished my journal entry, I curled up in bed and slept until five-thirty. I woke up then, packed up, and sat under the blanket reading God’s Ultimate Purpose (commentary on Ephesians) until Claire knocked on my door. We went downstairs and had some tea. Mr. and Mrs. Wilson were already hurrying out the door, but Claire and I had to wait for Calvin, who was still sleepy. The evening was misty, a thin mizzle falling over the low hills. At church, there was a prayer meeting at six-fifteen, then the evening service. After the service, I chatted some with an older gentleman named Mr. Martin, I think—it turned out that he used to be an English major, but that he switched and has been teaching math at school for years. Claire and I went with Mrs. Wilson back to the house fairly quickly after the evening service, to prepare food for the Psalm sing at nine o’clock. While Claire moved chairs in the parlor, I helped Mrs. Wilson slather butter and strawberry jam onto scones, and set out trays of goodies (little squares of chocolate cakes, rice crispy bars, and chocolate-and-peanut-butter squares, fruitcake squares, etc.).
At nine o’clock, people started to arrive, and the Psalm sing got underway at about nine-fifteen, presided over by Mr. Wilson. The parlor, a long, low room on the side of the house, was quite full of people, though everyone had a seat. The plush armchairs and the sofa were full, the piano bench occupied, and the dining room chairs all taken. Heather was there, as were Pastor and Mrs. Donnelly with two of their friends from
After the Psalm sing, Mr. Wilson led us in prayer, and then Calvin, Claire, Mr. and Mrs. Wilson, and I served tea, orange juice, scones, and “tray bakes” (as Calvin informed me, the scones always have to be served first). Mrs. Wilson was very flustered and worried that things weren’t going just so, but whenever I went into the parlor, everyone seemed to be having a very good time. At last, when the food had been served, we joined the group in the parlor. I sat with Heather and Calvin and laughed as they slagged each other back and forth. When the last person had left, Claire, Mr. Wilson, and I drove back to
After everything had found a place, I sat down at my laptop to call home. I talked briefly to my mother. Skype kept breaking up, so finally I decided to try to call the home phone with Skype. While I waited for it to connect, I opened the bigger box from the college Bible study in
22 November 2007
An (un)Expected Party, Part II
Continuing on....
I went up to my room and read through articles for the class on Beowulf, listening meanwhile to the music for "The Nutcracker"--appropriately festive, it seemed to me. After I finished the articles, I had about fifteen minutes in which I curled up on my bed and dozed under a blanket. The room seemed very big and dark and cold. At about six forty-five, I could hear feet pounding up and down the stairs. Linsey and Catherine knocked on my door. "It's time," they said, and we hurried down.
When I stepped into the kitchen, I was amazed: The glaring fluorescent lights were off, and in the corner a floor lamp shed a pleasant household glow. The two tables had been pushed side-by-side to make a square, and in the middle three candles were burning. Scattered over the tables were Thanksgiving decorations in the form of fake cloth leaves and little statues of Pilgrims and Indians. The napkins had been folded in elegant fan shapes. Paper pumpkins hung from the cupboards; a paper turkey perched resplendent on the wall under the clock; a big banner reading "Happy Thanksgiving!" was strung between the windows. Emma, Rachel, Daphne, and Deborah were already in the room. Catherine, Linsey, and I sat down at the table, and the other people in Renwick trickled in. Once we were all seated, we bowed our heads, and Andy M. gave thanks.
The meal really was a feast. To start off, everyone had a little plate of fruit--gushingly juicy honeydew melon with strawberries and raspberries in a sweet red sauce. The silence was a bit awkward at first, but when it was time to carve the turkey, there was plenty of laughter. Deborah called for "a male" to do the job, and Phil rose to the task. The turkey must've weighed at least twenty pounds, sitting resplendent on the counter, dripping butter and fat with stuffing. Eventually Emmaline and Deborah took over from Phil, and Rachel, and Daphne handed out the plates with portions of white meat, while Emma took all the other good things out of the ovens, to be passed around the table. Regular stuffing out of the turkey, moist and hot; cranberry-and-lemon stuffing; mashed potatoes, baked potatoes, and "chips" with sausages (have to get the Northern Irish flair in there...!); peas and corn; green beans; sweet potatoes; cranberry sauce. I was sitting between Linsey and Samuel. Samuel, Andy L., and Matthew were all dubious about the sweet potatoes, but I convinced them to try some, and they actually liked it. We had sloeur (fizzy grape juice, basically) to drink. The meal was absolutely delicious--the only thing missing being Laura's dinner rolls and my mother's corndish. :o)
There was a long contented silence while everyone ate. The candles flickered on the table, and we handed around the deep dishes. Then stories started to come out about how the meal had been made, everyone laughing: Emmaline had carried the floor lamp and a pumpkin pie all the way from Donegall Road (about half-a-mile) to Renwick. The boys joked about how if she'd been thinking hard enough, she would've been able to light her way to Renwick with it. Daphne had christened the turkey Fred, and on Tuesday night, when she and Rachel were preparing to bake it, Emma and Ian had been fascinated with the turkey's innards and had amused themselves with dissecting the lungs, kidney, and heart. Rachel and Daphne had spent two hours in Tesco Monday afternoon buying the needed supplies, and had been made fun of by the cashier because of their two loaded shopping carts. And so on....
Everyone finished eating at about the same time, except Matthew. Phil, Ian, and Andy M. teased him mercilessly, and applauded when he finished his last bite.
Then the plates were cleared away, and the next course was served. Emma and Deborah and Emmaline had been in charge of the desserts, and had made enough to feed an army. Emma had baked a pavlova, which had risen up to the top of the oven--she had decorated it with a beautiful pattern of strawberries and green grapes in white fluffy whipping cream. Emmaline had baked a real pumpkin pie; Deborah, not particularly fond of pumpkin pie, had baked a chocolate cake with "Pumpkin Pie" written on it in red icing. Rachel and Daphne had bought a tiramisou, which occasioned considerable questioning--no one knew what it was exactly, and Andy M. (who knows everything, apparently) had to explain it to Matthew at least three times, and subsequently teased Matthew about getting tipsy on the coffee liqueur. There was also a dish with cream and fruit, and an enormous cheesecake, courtesy of Emma, decorated with maltesers. And ice cream....
So that was our Thanksgiving meal. Everyone sat quietly when they had finished eating, content and quiet. After a pause, Phil led us in thanking all the girls who'd worked on the meal, then Rachel and Daphne in particular--then me, just for being here (which seemed quite odd). And once that applause had died down, I thanked all of them, not quite sure what to say, for showing me Christ's love and being so generous.
Then the boys all rocketed away to the common room to watch the England vs. Croatia football match, while Rachel turned on the fluorescent lights, and we began the process of cleaning up. Andy M. came in after five minutes, and he helped Emma wash and dry the seemingly-endless heaps of dishes. All three sinks were in use: Linsey and Catherine in the pantry scrubbing away at the greasy baking trays; Andy and Emma washing plates and silverware; Daphne and Deborah soaping out the pots and pans while Emmaline and Rachel put the food away. I wiped off the table, packed up the decorations, and cleaned the floor a little bit, as well as helping to put away the clean dishes.
It only took us about twenty minutes to clean the kitchen--when we were done, it was almost as clean as it had been when I came to Renwick that day back in September.... We all wandered into the common room to watch the last twenty minutes of the match. Daphne and I nearly fell asleep in the corner. But it was very amusing to listen to Phil "interact" with the commentators and make fun of the England coach. Of course everyone was cheering for Croatia, and when England lost, and the English coach sat staring desolately at the "pitch" (soccer field), all the boys laughed. "He's going to get sacked. I'll buy you a paper tomorrow, E--, and you can read the headlines" Phil said gleefully when I made fun of him.
When the match was over, we played games. Deborah split us up into four teams. Andy M., Catherine, and I were on a team together. The first game was a competition to see how fast each team could complete a word search and unscramble a list of scrambled words. Andy M. and Catherine worked on the word search while I decoded the words, and our team won. Then we had a scavenger hunt: Deborah had hidden 45 laminated cards with pictures of turkeys on them all over the house. She had hardly done explaining before we had all burst out the door of the common room, cheering and whooping and making turkey sounds. The house creaked like a ship at sea as we stampeded all over it, looking for the turkeys, which were hidden in various places: inside the kettles in the kitchen; inside the hot presses; behind the curtains; on the top beams of the doors; in the pages of the guest book, etc. In the end we only found 40 of the 45 turkeys, and my team only had 12--Rachel's team found 13, the highest count. The last game was pin-the-nose-on-the-pumpkin. This turned out to be incredibly good fun. Rachel produced a thick orange tasseled scarf with which to bind the victim's eyes. Emmaline went first. Deborah tied the scarf on her, Emma spun her around, and then (not allowed to touch her) guided her by talking her to the smiling pumpkin man stuck to the wall. Meanwhile, of course, everyone else shouted and made a racket to confuse Emmaline, but it didn't work too well. Next up was Rachel's team, and then my team--and of course Andy M. and Catherine decided that since it was "my day", I had to go. So Catherine spun me round and round, and then talked me over to the wall (despite the yelling of the boys) to put the nose plump on the spot. Linsey, guided by Daphne, was last. After all four teams had gone, we decided to play it again--this time, without any guidance. It had been Phil's idea, so of course everyone shouted for Phil to get up and take the first turn. Deborah tied the scarf round his eyes and put the nose in his hand, and he was off.... We all sat and nearly died laughing. Andy L. and Samuel shouted all sorts of things to confuse Phil, while the rest of us sat and laughed and laughed. Phil made the whole business funnier by staggering around exaggeratedly like a drunken pirate, with the scarf swishing over his shoulders. When he hit the wall, he said, "Alright, let's do some math," and did a ridiculous version of the Pythagorean theorem--he actually managed to get the nose pretty close, by putting his thumbs at the corners of the piece of paper and guessing the distance. After he went, Rachel went. While Deborah was tying the scarf on her, Phil whispered to all of us to get up and switch seats so that she couldn't steer by the sound of our voices--we did it with as little giggling as possible; even so, Rachel, standing shakily in the middle of the room after having been spun, said, "I have a bad feeling that everyone has changed places on me!" She groped toward a softly-upholstered chair and started to feel it for reassurance. "What's this?" she muttered, "Someone's leg?" "Stop, that's my wee brother!" Phil roared, and we all shouted out laughing again. Then Deborah started to call to her, guiding her, and Rachel moved toward the sound of her voice--nearly out the door of the common room, while the rest of us, including Deborah, laughed, until Rachel figured out the hoax. She, too, managed eventually to get close to the nose. Catherine came next. When she had been spun, she was so dizzy that she was actually about as tipsy as Phil had pretended to be. She fell over and lay on the floor laughing; she almost ran into the TV (the boys made a big deal out of that); she crashed over the table; she nearly held Samuel's hand, and she finally blundered her way to the wall, pink with laughter.
After that game, we all settled back with aching sides for Deborah to count up the score. Three teams were tied--we sat and thought about a tie breaker for awhile. Phil suggested that we could get a box of "Big Issues" (the magazines that the beggars sell on the sidewalk) and see who could sell them fastest, which made everyone laugh. But finally we decided that whoever could find the most of the 5 missing turkeys would win. Catherine was the first to find one, and thanks to that (and because it was "my day") we were finally awarded the prize: a bag of Starburst bursts, with a gooey outside and a creamy inside. Catherine. Andy, and I each took one, and then handed it on--the bag made it twice round the room before it was empty.
We were all in much too high spirits to settle down, so we tried to think of another activity. Board games and parlor games were suggested; someone else asked for a DVD; someone else suggested playing hide-and-go-seek outside (but it was raining). So finally we decided to play hide-and-go-seek inside with the lights off. We all put a foot (or a crutch, in Matthew's case) in a circle, and Phil got down on his hands and knees and bounced his hand over our shoes as he ran off some ridiculous rhymes, most of which I'd never heard before, to determine who was going to be "it". The lot fell to Rachel. I said good-night to Andy M., who was going to bed (I had to be thankful--he had obviously been exhausted most of the evening, but had manfully stayed with us the whole time). We turned the lights out and ran, shouting and laughing, into the rest of the house. Emmaline and I hid in our room. I crouched down in the bay window behind the curtains and waited. We could hear Emmaline and Daphne as they came upstairs, laughing and shouting. They burst into Linsey's room next door and found Linsey and Catherine; then came blundering into our room with their cellphones on shouting, "Ha! Found you!" They did find me, and I followed them on the ensuing wild goose chase. Andy L. was hiding behind the sofa in his room, and Samuel was lying on top of their dressers. Emma was in her room, and helped us find Ian, who was out on the fire escape; Phil was in the hot press behind the heater.
Back downstairs again for another round. Andy L. was selected to be "it", and again we all disappeared. I crawled into the cupboard under the stairs and curled up, contented, in the dark. I waited... and waited... and waited.... No noise, no one came. I heard someone coughing beside me in the dark. I was startled until I heard a cellphone buzz and realized that Emma was sitting on the outside under the stairs, by the payphone. Finally I heard Emmaline and Rachel come out of hiding, and a lot of outraged laughter. I crept out of the hidey-hole and found Andy L. and Matthew sitting and watching TV: they hadn't bothered to look for anyone at all...! And to top it all off, Emmaline had never been found from the next round. Rachel and Daphne had been hiding beside each other in the cupboards in the utility room; Samuel was discovered on the topmost shelf of the hot press, etc.
Finally, Deborah, Matthew, Samuel, Emmaline, Catherine, Daphne, Rachel, and I trickled into the common room. We sat around joking and talking. Rachel and Daphne and Catherine sat on the floor; they wanted me to read them a story. They handed me one of the Thanksgiving story books Emmaline had brought up. I flipped through it, pretending to read it, but telling them a ridiculous little tale about three mice (coincidentally named Emmaline, Daphne, and Rachel). Then Deborah took the book. In her best school marm style, she started to read to us, in the same high, fluffy voice a teacher has, asking questions as she went along, and making us put up our hands. Daphne and Rachel poked each other and told random little stories to answer the question, just like certain other small children I know, while Matthew and Samuel pulled faces behind Deborah's back. Catherine and I pretended to be "teacher's pets", while Emmaline grimaced back at the boys. We could hardly contain our laughter, but we all pretended to be little kids while Deborah read severely. Even she couldn't keep from cracking sometimes, though, especially not when Daphne and Rachel got going....
Eventually, Deborah gave up, her classroom misbehaving shockingly. We sat around talking for awhile. I was far too tired to stay awake much longer. Pleasantly full, my sides still aching from all the laughter I'd done this evening, the hyperness from the scavenger hunt and hide-and-go-seek having died down, I went over to Rachel and thanked her for a lovely evening. "Enjoy your American sleep," she laughed at me as I went out the door, and I laughed back. I went upstairs to bed. Emmaline came up shortly after, having apparently been told to enjoy her "half-American sleep" (!). We sat up chatting for a bit before we turned off the lights.
I haven't had that much fun in a long time.... Christ's joy and the fellowship of His people are truly something for which to be thankful!
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| A Northern Irish Thanksgivi |
An (un)Expected Party
It all started last Wednesday evening. A bunch of us were sitting around in the common room before supper, talking, studying, etc. It was Rachel's birthday, so we'd just had a cake and sung to her. I was sitting next to Catherine, and brought up the subject of having the other American study abroad students over for a meal. I've been wanting to do that for quite awhile, but have never had just the right opportunity. "What would you think if we did it next Wednesday?" I asked. Catherine nodded. Since Rachel was sitting right there, I asked her if that would be alright (since she's the warden, it seemed only fair to get her permission). She looked at me wordlessly for a minute. "Ummm...." she said. "I think the committee is coming over that night or something," Phil put in vaguely from the other side of the room. As they were discussing it, I realized that the next Wednesday would be the day before Thanksgiving. I'd overheard the other students talking about having a Thanksgiving meal of their own, so I thought to myself that the plan wouldn't work anyway. I went innocently upstairs to study. About five minutes later, Rachel knocked on my door. "Can I talk to you for a minute?" she asked. She proceeded to tell me that they had been planning a surprise Thanksgiving celebration in honor of my birthday for next Wednesday night. "I didn't want you to think we didn't want your friends over here or something. If you'd rather do something with them, that's fine," she said, "That's why I didn't know what to say--I actually couldn't think of anything when you suggested that," she chuckled. As I listened, I put my hands over my mouth: regret for having spoiled the surprise, complete and utter astonishment and excitement, and amusement at myself for having put Rachel wordless. I finally managed to get out something to the effect that I wasn't going to plan anything anyway, and Rachel went out.
So the cat was out of the bag. I felt pretty bad about having ruined the secret, but soon things became much too amusing and exciting to feel regret any more.... Knowing the secret made the the ensuing "surprise" more delicious. It became a running joke. Ian came down to breakfast the next morning and hinted, "So, E--, I hear you've ruined your surprise." "What surprise?" I said, and grinned. Naomi at small groups said something similar, and I retorted, "I'm trying very hard to forget! So don't say anything!" and put my hands over my ears. Any time Catherine or Linsey asked me whether I was excited or not, I'd pull a blank look, and then the three of us would laugh.
On Monday morning, as Emmaline and I were gathering our things to get on the train for Belfast, I asked her if I could help her carry anything. She let me carry her laptop, but I was forbidden to know anything about a mysterious black back which she took charge of herself.
On Tuesday morning, I went downstairs to eat breakfast and couldn't find our milk (it had been used for tea after Bible study the night before). Looking through the refrigerators to find the milk, I discovered instead an enormous fowl done up in yellow plastic residing placidly on the middle shelf of one of the refrigerators. And there was an unaccountably enormous heap of white plastic Tesco bags in the corner of the counter in the utility room, which seemed to have accumulated suddenly overnight.
Tuesday evening, all the Renwick girls went out to see a production of a musical, to celebrate Rachel's birthday. When we got back, I drifted into the kitchen, where Daphne and Rachel were starting to cut up heaps of carrots. My natural urge was to ask if I could help, but when Emmaline asked me to carry her things upstairs, I meekly obeyed, and strictly kept myself out of the kitchen (despite tantalizing bursts of laughter and smells) for the rest of the evening.
On Wednesday morning, Emmaline got up early and mysteriously disappeared downstairs. Before I went down for breakfast, I asked her if the kitchen was "safe", and she grinned at me. It was, though a whole flock of pots and pans had oddly taken flight and settled on top of the refrigerator and freezer in the utility room. Sitting in my room studying before my ten o'clock class, I could smell something wonderful down in the kitchen, but kept myself to my books.
It was raining on Wednesday when I went to my classes. The Discovering Old English classes were really good today, all about Old English poetry (so far we've just been doing grammar work or prose) and "The Battle of Maldon". For once I was completely engaged in the lecture. To make the day better, after the tutorial, I walked out with one of the girls in the tutorial and had a nice chat with her--I hadn't talked to her before, and it was good to make another connection.
I splashed back to Renwick in the rain, only to find, as an added piece of delight, two packages waiting patiently for me in the hall, a large square cardboard one and a smaller one done up with masking tape. "I'm so jealous," Linsey said as she saw me coming up the stairs. I was too happy to do anything but grin at her, though I restrained myself admirably and didn't open them: birthday presents are to be opened on birthdays, not before. :o) I spent the hour until communal lunch studying, wrapped up in a blanket in the room. (Normally I would've gone running, but because of added reading to do this week and the papers posted online, I didn't feel I could take the time.)
During communal lunch, I chatted with Linsey and Rachel. We had meat pie and "chips" for lunch, which was good. The usual crowd of former Renwick girls wasn't there, but a bunch of boys came to eat, suit up, and go to play in the Renwick football match this afternoon. After lunch, Linsey and Catherine asked me if I'd like to go shopping with them. Emmaline had warned me beforehand that they were going to invite me out, and that I'd probably be wiser to go with them, so I accepted, and five of us (Linsey, Catherine, Rosemary, Heather, and I) set off in the rain to catch the bus to the City Centre. (I ended up very much regretting not having taken my camera, but perhaps I'll go back and take pictures to show you all....)
We sat at the back of the bus as it lurched down the narrow wet streets, and got off in front of City Hall. The City Hall lawn has been completely covered by booths and stalls set up for the Christmas market, a tradition (apparently) in big European cities. We splashed across the street, through the big wrought iron gates, and into the market. A maze of little freshly-built wooden sheds, smelling sweetly with the wet. Goods from around the world. We stepped into a booth where silk brocaded Chinese shirts and jackets were being sold, jewel-bright colors like flocks of butterflies. Across the sidewalk was a booth with counters stacked full of bars of aromatic French soaps, in a spectrum of creamy colors. We spent at least fifteen minutes smelling all the different soaps: mango, opium, rosemary, coconut, cream, clove, tangerine, strawberry, melon, mint, cinnamon, lavendar. Down the way were jewelers' booths with sparkling sterling silver rings and necklaces, and round the corner from that was a spread of Dutch plants: tulip and amaryllis bulbs for sale; plants in tubs--fox berries, ornamental cabbages, hollies, their leaves sparkling and glossy with the rain. Another sweetly-smelling booth, this time full of Christmas candles, scented snow berry or vanilla or cinnamon. We walked past a corner booth where a huge metal disc holding sausages, hamburgers, bratwursts, and other unidentifiable (but greasy) pieces of meat were spinning slowly over hot coals. We walked past a hamburger stall and a food tent, past stalls selling curry and Thai noodles, past stalls selling French crepes and pancakes, past an Irish pub in a little wooden barn, past French chocolatiers and boxes of Irish fudge. So many smells.... We stopped to eye a stall full of Russian nesting dolls, the counter just above our eye level so that the plump, smiling wooden toys beamed down at us. Small children sucking candy, women in saris, men in heavy boots, pushed around us in the rain. We looked into a stall selling hand bags, and Catherine bought a khaki messenger bag with pink Japanese-style flowers scattered all over it. We walked past another stall run by a Greek Orthodox convent, full of icons and crucifixes elaborately painted and inlaid with gilt, and across the way, stalls selling teddy bears that were hot water bottles. A stall full of glittering silver Christmas tree baubles. A stall full of stuffed animals. A long, low shack containing wooden African masks, coarsely-woven African textiles, and heavy wooden African necklaces. The smells from frying pans dripping grease, crepe griddles sizzling with oil and sugar, and woks simmering with bean curd and spices, lingered in the cold wet air. Overhead, on the side of the City Hall, the big ferris wheel (dubbed the "Belfast eye") revolved slowly, its arms sparkling. As we worked our way back round to the gates again, we passed a stall selling pashminas, and I bought one, pale blue and gold, a lush, luxuriously heavy wrap.
Out of the Christmas market, we went down the main street toward the Castlecourt mall. On the way, we stopped at an ATM. I tried to hold my umbrella over both Heather and Rosemary, neither one of whom had umbrellas. Before we went into the mall, we stopped at an entertainment store, where Linsey and Catherine looked for a DVD for Emma, but were unsuccessful. The mall inside was jazzed up with Christmas decorations. We split up to go our separate ways: Rosemary to buy a battery for her watch; Linsey to shop for Christmas gifts in Debenham's, where she works (and has an employee discount); Catherine about her own mysterious affairs. Heather and I moseyed down the long open atrium to the jewelry stalls, poking around among the sparkling, shining things. As we worked our way back to the doors, where we were to meet the others at four o'clock, we passed a smoothie bar. Heather had never had a smoothie before, so we stopped and bought smoothies, and sat and sipped them on a bench. Hers was mango, and mine (true to form) was berry. Heather chatted happily about clothes, going on holiday with her family, wearing uniforms to school.
We met the others at about four-thirty. Rosemary was late, as it turned out, which gave Catherine enough time to buy a cup of hot chocolate before we went back out into the cold. When we stepped out of Castlecourt, we discovered that the Christmas lights up and down the thoroughfare had been turned on: strings of white and gold stars overhead, tiny blue lights glittering in the young bare trees, big white stars and sunbursts shining on the walls of City Hall, standing majestically at the far end of the thoroughfare. The shops up and down the street were brightly lit, a mosaic of tiny pieces of glowing glass inset in the tall dark buildings. We stopped at a bodyworks shop so that Rosemary could buy some coconut soap, and Catherine stepped into an accessory store just next door to buy a gift for one of her friends. We took the bus back up to the stop near Renwick. Rosemary and everyone else went straight into the kitchen. "So, you're going to go study now?" Rosemary laughed at me as I started to climb the stairs. "Yes. Hard," I laughed.
14 November 2007
something silly
After saying good-bye to the princess, I had to figure out which was was back to Renwick House. Her carriage had disappeared into a thicket of oak trees, and now I was all alone. I looked at the shadows the sun made behind the trees to tell which direction was west, and set off in that direction as best I could guess. I walked along, sniffing the cool air and watching the orange oak leaves falling to the ground. I walked... and walked... and walked.... And walked some more. Slowly clouds came over the sky, as they usually do in Northern Ireland, and it started to rain. My feet were sore, and I was hungry, too. The rain started to fall harder and harder, and my hair started to stick to my forehead. I didn't have a rainjacket or anything with me, and my feet were soaked in my shoes. So I crawled under a rhododendron hedge to wait until the rain had gone away. The big, glossy leaves bent just right so that they sent the rain drip-dropping right down my neck, cold and clammy. I curled up and tried not to cry.
All of a sudden, through the sound of the dripping rain, I heard something crashing toward me through the hedge. I sat very still and held my breath. The branches whipped and cracked, and all of a sudden, out of the hedge, there came trotting a little dog. It stopped when it saw me, with one paw in the air and its head cocked to one side. "Hello," it said, "are you lost, too?"
I nearly jumped out of my skin. The dog was talking to me! "Yes," I said, "I'm lost. Do you know where Belfast is?" "Belfast is quite a big place," the little dog said, trotting up to me and sniffing me carefully. "Do you want to go to anywhere in particular in Belfast?" "Somewhere dry and warm with food would be nice," I said. "Oh, well, we don't need to go to Belfast for that," the little dog said, "Follow me." He whisked round, his brown tail tickling my face, and trotted away into the underbrush. I hurried after him, squinting my eyes because the water kept falling off the bushes and getting into them. Then I saw his tail fly up in the air and his hindquarters disappear, and before I knew it, I was following him, down into a burrow under a tree. The little dog watched me crawl through the door, then shook himself so that water flew everywhere. "Welcome to my house," the little dog said, "How do you like it?" "It's quite nice," I replied, though when I stood up I nearly bumped my head on the ceiling, and a shower of powdery dirt sprinkled over my face. The little dog chuckled. "You look as though you had been out digging holes," he said, "You're filthy." I wrinkled my nose at him. "That's alright, though, because I always carry a washcloth with me," said the little dog with a grin, and bounced up to me before I could stop him and licked my face all over. "Yuck!" I said. "But your face is clean now," the dog nodded approvingly.
He turned around and trotted over to a cupboard and put in his snout, and took out two bowls with his teeth. He set them on the table, and with his mouth and paws he started to get things out of cupboards to eat. While he worked, I looked around the little house. There was a fire burning on a fireplace, and the ceiling was all intertwined with the roots of the tree above, and in the corner there was a little hollow with leaves in it, where the little dog could sleep.
Soon the little dog had our lunch ready, so we sat down and ate hot soup and sandwiches. "This is very good," I said, "thank you." "You're welcome," the little dog said. "Now, I think it's still raining outside. So to pass the time, if you tell me a story, I'll tell you one." "Alright," I said.
"Once upon a time," I said, "There were three little girls named Mary, Emily, and Christa. And Raychel."
"That's four," the little dog said.
I wrinkled my nose at him again. "Once upon a time there were four little girls named Mary, Emily, Christa, and Raychel. They were all busy playing outside at Christa's house when Emily said, 'I'm hungry.' 'I am, too,' said Christa. 'Let's go inside and get something to eat,' said Mary. So they all went inside. But Christa's mama was busy making supper. 'Go back outside and play until I'm finished, and I'll call you when it's time to eat,' she said. So the four little girls went back outside again and sat on the back porch. 'I'm still hungry,' Emily sighed. 'Me, too,' said Raychel. 'I have a good idea,' said Mary, 'why don't we see what these berries on the juniper trees taste like? They look nice and blue. I've heard that some people eat blueberries.' 'They smell funny, though,' said Raychel, 'and I don't like things that smell funny.' 'Well, we could pretend that we're eating a big meal then,' said Christa. 'I think that if I'm going to have a big meal, I'd like a big plate of scrambled eggs.' 'And I would like a big plate of noodles and chicken,' said Emily. 'And I would like a big wacky cake with ice cream on top,' said Mary. 'I don't know what I would like,' sighed Raychel. 'Girls! It's suppertime!' Christa's mama called out the back door. Raychel sniffed at the smell swirling out of the house. 'Oh, now I know what I would like to have,' she said, 'I would like some lasagna.' 'Why?' asked Emily. 'Because it smells as though that's what Christa's mama has made for supper,' Raychel chuckled, and they all went inside and ate a lot of lasagna and had dessert and watched Looney Tunes and went to bed."
"That's the worst story I've ever heard!" the little dog barked. "Well, you tell a better one, then," I said.
"Alright. Once upon a time, there was a little dog. This little dog happened to be out for a walk one day, and he walked past a big building on a street where there was a big glass window. When the little dog stopped to look inside the glass window, he saw lots of little girls standing in rows and dancing. They all had black dresses and black shoes on, and they kicked their legs high in the air, and their shoes made funny clicky noises on the floor. 'I wish I could do that,' the little dog thought, 'that looks like a lot of fun.' He looked down at his own paws and saw that he didn't have proper feet but paws with claws on them, and he sniffed at his chest and saw that he was covered in fur. 'But I guess I'd look pretty silly in a dress,' the little dog said. 'Oh, well, there's no harm in trying.' So he pushed with his snout against the door and snuck into the big room. All the girls were busy dancing, so they didn't notice the dog sitting in the corner, watching them. Day after day the little dog went and sat in the corner and watched the girls dancing. One day, as the last girl was leaving, she glanced into the corner and saw the little dog lying with its nose on its paws, watching her. 'Hello, little dog,' she said, 'what are you doing there?' The little dog stood up and looked at her. 'Don't laugh at me,' he said. 'Don't worry, I won't,' the little girl replied. 'Well, I love watching you and your friends dancing, and I've decided that I would like to learn how to dance, too. But my legs are too short and stubby to jump, and my body is all furry so that I can't wear clothes, and my paws are too little to wear shoes,' the little dog sighed. The girl looked at him. 'Well,' she said, 'can you play an instrument? Because we need someone to come and play the bodhran for us while we dance. Our teacher can play the accordion, and my older sister can play the fiddle, and my older sister's best friend can play the whistle, but we haven't got anyone to play the drum.' 'How would I do that? You need hands to play the drum,' the little dog barked. 'I'll show you,' the little girl said. She lifted the big, flat drum off the wall where it hung and set it on the floor. 'Hop onto it and try dancing your paws about,' she said. The little dog looked at her. 'I guess so,' he sighed. He scrambled up onto the drum. Because he was just a little dog, he didn't break the leather that the drum was made out of. So he started to prance around, and as he pranced, his paws made a funny thumping sound on the big drum. The little girl put down her back with her dance clothes in it and started to dance while the little dog jumped around on the drum. 'That's great!' said the little girl, 'Go faster! Faster!' So the little dog jumped faster and faster on the drum, and the little girl danced faster and faster. 'You're great!' she said, 'You're just what we need for the ceilidh tomorrow night.' So the next night, the little dog came to the room with the big glass windows. The little girl tied a fancy leather collar round his neck, and when it was time for the dancing to start, the little dog hopped up onto the big leather drum. He started to jump around on the drum, and the accordion started to hum, and the fiddle started to saw, and the whistle started to toot, and everyone started to dance, and they all had a wonderful time."
"That's a pretty silly story," I said. "Well, it's better than yours," the little dog replied. "Anyway, it's done raining outside now, so I guess I can help you get home." We scrambled up out of the little dog's burrow, and all of a sudden I realized that we were back in the gardens again, right on the edge next to the rose garden. "Oh, I know where I am now," I said. "Thought you might," said the little dog. "Thank you for lunch," I said. "You're welcome," the little dog replied, and waved good-bye to me. I walked back to the house and returned just in time to eat lasagna for supper. It was very good.
12 November 2007
07 November 2007
isn't reading week supposed to be for reading?
November 6, 2007.
My intentions to get up at a decent hour this morning were good, but they didn't last very long. That might have had something to do with the fact that I was up till one-thirty the night before, but we won't talk about that....
Anyway, the positively indecent hour of ten o'clock found me sitting on a chair in the bay window in my room, drinking some of the hot peach tea Syneva sent me, eating some of Emmaline's mother's very molasses-y banana bread, and laughing while Rachel tried to use my laptop to look up information for her sister, who was trying to get to an interview that morning with a company about which she knew almost nothing. Emmaline's French classes have reading week this week, so Emmaline came back at about ten o'clock, having been to her nine o'clock Math lecture.
After Rachel left, I took an hour or so to answer some e-mails and then went running in the PEC. The walk through the gardens was lovely as always. Half of the rose garden has been cut back in preparation for winter, the cuttings piled in a big brown heap to one side, the bushes looking strangely dwarfed in the sunshine. The trees that were bright colors only last week have begun to look bare, but there are still plenty of trees in the gardens that are fully green. While I ran, I listened to one of my father's Sabbath school lectures about communion. I'd never realized before just how alien the idea of eating Christ's body and blood is. Almost too vivid an image, though it forces one to realize just how dependent we are on Christ and just how much we really do participate in His life.
Back at Renwick, I showered, and then Emmaline went downstairs to eat lunch together. I tried to make myself a ham-and-mayonnaise sandwich, but the ham had gone off, so it was peanut butter and raspberry jam (they don't have grape jelly here!) instead. I spent the afternoon writing e-mails, addressing some letters, etc. Emmaline ended up going grocery shopping this week. I had been planning to do it myself, but since I've done it for the past couple of weeks she offered to do it today.
It was already beginning to be dark by four o'clock, when Emmaline and I, after having stowed away the groceries, walked down to the Starbucks at the corner to meet Mr. Atkinson for coffee. Neither Emmaline nor I know him very well, but he knows our parents, and had offered to take us out. We met him standing on the sidewalk above the open area outside Starbucks: a friendly man with a hooked nose, very black hair, and wearing a dapper suit. He gave us both fatherly handshakes, and we went into the restaurant. After we ordered, we sat at a table in a corner, and he asked us questions about our studies, our families, etc. In university he majored in math, French, and music, so he could sympathize with Emmaline. He asked me about what Philip, Laura, and Stephen are doing, and showed me a picture of our family taken back in the fall of 2005 when he visited. I glanced at it and chuckled, "We look very different now."
We spent a pleasant forty-five minutes or so chatting in the warm cafe. I had a big mug of hot chocolate with whipped cream and caramel, which was almost too rich. Mr. Atkinson had to be on the road by four forty-five to continue his driving round the country and speaking, so we said good-bye to him and then went back to Renwick.
I had Irish class at five-fifteen. The girl who teaches these classes is also a student at Queen's, a short, plump girl with very red cheeks, tiny eyes, and an apparently endless supply of patience for our stumbling pronunciation and constant interruptions to ask grammatical questions. Today we learned about how to describe family and friends, and she gave us packets of papers with reading exercises, which we did in class. That really helped. I had been feeling frustrated with the class, but when we actually sat down with a short, simple paragraph of reading, I was surprised by how much I was able to understand. She had us write short paragraphs to describe our own friends, which was, of course, more difficult than reading someone else's paragraph, but she praised our pronunciation, which was reassuring.
Class ended at seven o'clock. I walked back to Renwick as briskly as I could. The night was chilly and dark. In the kitchen, I found Emmaline and Catherine washing dishes. Tonight was Catherine's night to cook, but Daphne had cooked for all four of us. My supper was being kept warm in the oven, the last slice of shepherd's pie and the leftover corn and peas. I sat at the table with Andy M., who was also eating his supper, and slowly ate the warm, hearty food. Emmaline, Catherine, Andy M., and I chatted. Andy M. is in a choir and brought out his music to show Emmaline and me. Christmas music by Poulenc and Vaughan-Williams and Palestrina--beautiful, beautiful stuff. After I finished eating, I joined Emmaline on her quest to demolish the two mountains of dishes in the sinks and the foothills of dishes on the counter in between. (*cough*) We were mostly successful and had the "hills brought low" in about half-an-hour. I made myself a cup of tea and went upstairs with Emmaline to study.
We spent the rest of the evening in our room "studying", though I don't think either one of us got much work done. Our evening was punctuated by visits from other people. Catherine came in to ask Emmaline to look over a paper she'd written for her theology class; Daphne and Rachel bounced in twice, once to invite us to go with them to Clement's, and once to ask us for a movie to watch after they'd been to Clement's and found that it was closed. We could hear them laughing outside in the street, and when they came up to their room they had lost none of their hyperness. Daphne started to do disco dancing in our room while Rachel stood and laughed and made outlandish comments, and Emmaline and I, rather taken aback by the whole proceedings, sat and laughed at both of them.
I had Facebook messages to answer, so I did that at first, and then settled down to attempt to write the next paper for Late Medieval Literature about Chaucer. I don't know why, but writing about Chaucer is like pulling teeth. It's quite disconcerting to me to be so completely unable to write.
At about eight-thirty, I got on Skype, and found to my delight that Syneva was on also. We talked for about half-an-hour, an intense catching-up-on-each-other's-lives conversation. After she left to teach a piano lesson, I got another paragraph or so written. Then Emmaline and I talked for awhile. I had almost settled down to work again when my mother called me. I talked to her for a little while, and then to Stephen. Stephen and I basically just teased each other for ten minutes and then said good-night. I went to bed and was in bed by about eleven-thirty.
05 November 2007
two pirates' adventures
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| Londonderr |
Disappointingly, no pot of gold.
The clouds came lower and darker, and it rained. The train went through a couple of tunnels, but between tunnels we had glorious glimpses of the north coast: brown beaches where teal waves broke in a white foam with the grey-blue sky overhead.
After about a two-hour voyage, Londonderry hove into view, the old city on the starboard side, on a hill overlooking the mouth of the Foyle River. I saw the spires of three or four churches and the cluster of buildings marching up the hillside. We disembarked from the train on the other side of the river, though, and had a stiff walk up a hill and on the long bridge over the river. The wind stung our faces. Our first objective was to find ourselves maps of the place. We went down a couple of sketchy side streets lined with old buildings with broken windows and ended up at the central command for pirates in Londonderry, also known as the Tourist Centre, outside the city walls. We picked up a couple of maps and sat in a corner, whispering secretively as we planned the day's mission. I marked out a series of numbers and x's on the map, and we set out on the adventure.
Our first objective was to find some lunch, it being by now two o'clock and these two pirates being positively famished. We went up yet another narrow winding side street to the Foyleside Mall, just outside the city walls: in fact, the Ferryquay Gate was just opposite the entrance to the mall. Inside, the mall was warm and bustling. Clothing shops, Christmas decorations, candy, but nowhere for two pirates to buy a proper lunch. So we went scouting down more side streets until Catherine the Brave spotted what looked like a Chinese restaurant. It was flying the wrong colors, though, as we soon discovered. Inside it was small and quiet, some suspicious-looking characters eating by the windows. We sat down at the far end on the orange chairs, and the lackadaisical proprietor took our orders. I ordered chicken curry, and Catherine the Brave ordered fried rice. To Catherine the Brave's disgust, her fried rice came out slathered with green curry sauce. Now to the ferocious Captain E-- this would not be a drawback since the ferocious Captain E-- loves curry and had no trouble eating up her plate of rice, chicken, and "chips", but Catherine the Brave detests the stuff. However, she manfully downed the least-currified bits, laughing the while in true pirate fashion. We made a resolution to return later with a larger force and make the restaurant change its colors: it ought to fly the flag (or, if you prefer, the plastic sign) of an Indian restaurant, not of a Chinese place!
At least the food was hot and filling, though, substantial enough to keep two pirates going for another couple of hours.
Our next sally was on the old city walls themselves. Londonderry was a town in medieval times and has walls to prove it, with six gates therein: Ferryquay Gate, where we climbed up onto the walls, Bishop's Gate, Butcher Gate, Shipquay Gate, Castle Gate, and Magazine Gate. All the gates have faces carved onto them, though some are plainer than others. The walls are in some places broad enough for at least ten people to walk abreast, and in other places much narrower. They mostly run fairly evenly, though there are all sorts of odd jogs and slants and slopes to them, and they go up quite steeply above some of the gates, the steepness made more dangerous when wet. At instances along the walls there are bastions manned with canons. Unfortunately the city council hadn't been thoughtful enough to leave dry powder and canonballs for these two pirates, so we had to content ourselves with looking down on the city and shooting it with a camera instead.
We went round the walls a short distance until we came to St. Columb's Cathedral, which is under renovation right now, but still open. We decided, in true pirate fashion, that we had to make a raid on the cathedral. So we went through the graveyard (pausing to look at the old flat stones set in the grass) and into the church. The vestibule had a winding stair running up to the organ loft inside it and flat monuments set in the walls. We went inside, into the small entry area, which was cluttered with tourist bulletins and brochures. A busy-tongued woman came up to us and made us welcome--most unusual treatment for a pair of pirates, indeed! She seemed to think it quite normal that pirates should come calling, and even let us take a few pictures, though there were signs posted everywhere saying that cameras were banned (as she explained, some rotter had come along years before and taken a pile of pictures and sold them as Christmas cards comercially without giving the cathedral anything). She explained to us the significance of the flags hanging at the front of the cathedral, among them a stained American flag from WWII. After she left us alone, we walked around the cathedral a bit. It's a short, squat cathedral, dating from around the 1600s. The arches above the clerestory were each supported by the carved portrait head of a past bishop, the synod of churchmen frowning down on the nave below. Some stained glass windows with unusual purple glass in them (purple is rare in stained glass; usually blue, red, green, and white or yellow are the main colors). The floor underfoot was tessellated, and all the pew ends were carved with leaves and animals--no two were the same, but each done lovingly in solid oak.
Us two pirates took a look round, admired the carving and the windows, and then slipped out to resume our storming of the walls. Literally: it began to rain and blow on us. A freezing blustery wind spitting specks of rain in our faces. We have braved many storms, but this one was most uncomfortable, and to make matters worse, Catherine the Brave's umbrella got turned inside-out at least twice.
We made our circuit of the walls by degrees: along the way, we looked in at a little chapel, looked out toward St. Eugene's Cathedral standing elegantly on a distant hillside, passed the Tower Museum (which was shut), admired the intricate sandstone carvings supporting the stained glass windows of the Guildhall, and arrived at last back at our starting point. We ducked back into the mall to get warm again. To make up for not having taken any treasure along the way, we packed two paper sacks of booty at a cart selling candy (and duly paid for them), and sat down at a little table to suck our sweets and chat. Catherine the Brave had included fudge in her collection of sweets: not chocolate fudge here, but butterscotch. Chocolate mice, too. "The only good mouse is a chocolate mouse," I pronounced, and shared some chocolate eggs with Catherine the Brave.
Having victualled ourselves up again, we set out to spend our last hour on a quest to see St. Eugene's Cathedral (have to be politically correct: having seen the Protestant/Church of Ireland cathedral, we had to be good and cross-cultural and do the Catholic one, too--wouldn't want either side to miss out on the honor of a pirate visit). We walked outside the walls this time, through the city's old shopping area. As we walked down the square in front of the Guildhall, the bell in the Guildhall steeple rang four o'clock. "It looks like a church and sounds like a church, but it's not a church!" Catherine the Brave complained. We walked past a booth selling warm woolen sweaters in the street, past newspaper stalls, past restoration work, past florists' and chocolatiers, and at last turned out of the commercial area, up past a "car park", past some neighborhoods sleeping quietly (why no one raised the alarm at the appearance of two such doughty pirates I don't know), and up the slope to the cathedral. The great spire loomed high above us, seeming to swing like a pendulum as the clouds sailed past. A much grander cathedral than St. Columb's, but more oppressive in its way. Inside, on the aisles running down either side, were the Stations of the Cross, and there were four little chapels (one on either side of the door and one on either side of the altar at the front), with candles and statues. But the stained glass windows were beautiful, and the ceiling overhead was patterned into a wooden grid, each square painted with a geometric cruciform design. And turning back down the nave again, we saw a beautiful round window over the front doors with a Celtic interlace pattern in it.
Our conquest of Londonderry complete, we walked back across the river to the train station, purchased our tickets, and boarded the train. It was nearly dark by now. On the ride back we were sitting near the engine of the train, and the racket precluded any conversation. We studied, sucked sweets, studied some more, tried to talk, studied, and finally dozed off. Catherine was exhausted and tried to sleep for awhile. I stared out the window at the black hills rolling past, like great dark waves flecked with armadas of little orange lights as we neared Belfast. The train pulled into City Hospital station, and we were back again, expedition successfully completed.
04 November 2007
02 November 2007
Reformation Day pictures
Catherine and Heather spent the afternoon in my room, talking about clothes and food. Their favorite things to eat: carrots, turnips, onions, potatoes.... Anyone see a trend here?
01 November 2007
30 October 2007
29 October 2007
October 27, 2007: Northern Presbytery Covenanter Youth overnight
(Here's part of a journal entry to go with the pictures posted below....)
Saturday, October 27, 2007.
I woke up this morning staring across the small classroom at a chink of daylight coming through the curtains of one of the narrow windows. It didn't seem light enough outside yet to get up, but about five minutes later, Fiona (who is tall, blond, and a graduate student in education; she's one of the oldest girls at the retreat, so she was one of the ones "in charge") stuck her head in at the door. "It's half-eight, time to get up, girls," she said. There were moans and movements from under the various sleeping bags sprawled on the floor. The room was painfully cold, but I crawled out of my sleeping bag and went down the hall to the bathroom, where I dressed and washed my face. In the kitchen, three women from the Ballyclabber church were preparing breakfast for us. Out in the fellowship hall, the guys, who'd been sleeping on the stage in the hall, were rolling up their sleeping bags. Some of the younger boys were kicking soccer balls around, while the older guys helped to set up tables and chairs so that the women could put out silverware and bowls.
I sat at a table with Emmaline, Catherine and her friend Amy, Lisa, Johnny and his younger (though saner) brother Stephen, and Paul Wright (third cousin to Violet Wright). Lisa is fifteen, outspoken, and full of facts about science, proper grammar and etiquette, etc. Johnny and Stephen are both very tall, blond, and lanky; Johnny, despite the fact that he's older, is much crazier than Stephen. Paul is sturdily built, with dark hair and a ruddy face, loud, outgoing, and even more nuts than Johnny. Between the three of them, Johnny, Paul, and Lisa made our meal quite lively, Johnny and Paul egging Lisa on by using improper grammar or table manners and then laughing at her when she corrected them.
After the meal, Johnny led us in devotions, and then we had a short break while the dishes were washed and the tables cleared away. Emmaline and I helped stack the chairs at the edges of the hall. We were dismissed then for half-an-hour of private devotions. When I had finished mine, I used the short time after to look at the book table set up in the foyer. Mostly books for youth and young Christians: novels, advice on dating and prayer, etc. At about ten-thirty, the morning's activities began in earnest. Robert and Steven McCollum set up the volleyball net across the church hall. Fiona, Pamela, and Robert were in charge of the morning's activities. Robert managed to get everyone into the hall and announce the options for activities: darts in the hallway leading past the classroom; table tennis in the foyer; pool on the pool table on the stage in the hall; volleyball in the hall; soccer outside.
After people had scattered to their activities, Fiona split the people who wanted to play volleyball into three teams of eight. I perched on the edge of the stage in the church hall to watch and keep company whatever team happened not to be playing. It was good fun to watch. Everyone was in a cheerful mood. With the varying degress of skill present, the games were kept from being too competitive. The better players, Andy M., Robert, Steven, etc., gave advice to some of the younger players, Mary, Eleanor, etc. Whenever Steven and Paul (who were on the same team) made a goal, Paul would run up to Steven and thump chests with him, which made everyone laugh. I sat and watched and chatted with whoever happened to be sitting next to me: Stephen, Emma, Emmaline, Johnny, Paul, etc.
At about twelve o'clock, our speaker, Pastor David Fallows, came to give us the second and last lecture of the overnight retreat, on Hell. It was a simple talk, aimed at the younger people in the group, but still with details that I hadn't considered before, which were profitable for further thought. After the talk, we broke into discussion groups. Fiona, Emma, Catherine, Emmaline, and I were in a discussion group together and spent awhile talking about reaching out to those who are in danger of Hell.
At one o'clock we had lunch, sitting at tables in the church hall. I sat with Emmaline, Catherine and her friend Amy, Amy, Pamela, and others. We had soup and sausages in buns, and ice cream with hot fudge (here, fudge isn't chocolate but toffee or caramel) on it for dessert.
When lunch was over, the tables were again cleared away. Everyone hung around for awhile. Emmaline and Lisa lay on the floor in the foyer, being teased by Johnny and Robert. I looked at the book table and listened to them josh each other. After awhile everyone gathered in the hall again. Sharon (who is middle-sized, lively, with blond hair and a quick face) lined all of us up and numbered us off into six teams. I was put on a team with some of the younger girls at the retreat.
Each of the six teams went through six different "stations" or activities. Our first activity was outside. Thankfully, the wind had abated somewhat, and the air was warmer and damper. We were overseen by a middle-aged fellow named Nigel, a small, tough chap built like a boxer, with a short thick neck and buzzed hair. He was in charge of the egg toss. We stood in a circle in the gravelled patch directly behind the church hall, and when Sharon blew the whistle, we started to throw our three brown eggs back and forth. We weren't incredibly successful: at the end of ten minutes all three of our eggs were a gooey, slimy, crackling mess on the gravel. When Sharon blew the whistle again, we went on to the next activity, which was overseen by Robert. Robert gave us a big catapault and a couple of tennis balls. Our objective was to hit the back door of the church hall by shooting the tennis balls out of the catapault. Two girls held the catapault high, while another girl pulled back the sling of the catapault as far as she could before letting go. I hit the tennis ball off the jamb of the door, but that was as close as we got. Most of our shots went wide.
The next activity was kicking soccer goals on one of the college-aged guys. He was so lanky that he occupied most of the goal, but we managed to score 13 goals on him before we had to move on to the next activity, which was inside in the foyer. This one was led by Pamela, who had a list of questions and a stack of newspapers spread out on the floor. We sat on the floor, thankful for the opportunity to warm up and relax, and tried to find the answers to the questions she asked us in the newspapers. Sharon came inside to watch, and gave us hints. After that activity, we went outside and into the basement under the church hall (which can only be accessed by going outside), into "the dungeon". Johnny was sitting down there on a chair with several of the emergency lights used in road construction. The lights were switched on so that they blinked like half-a-dozen winking orange eyes in the dark. The basement was chilly, but out of the wind. Our goal down here was to answer Johnny's riddles (a quasi-Gollum, I suppose). Between us, Emma, Mary, and I answered the riddles quickly. Our last activity was outside again. Amy lined us up and said to us, "In time-honoured tradition, you put the hockey stick on your chin and turn in circles five times. Then you tap the soccer ball between the cones, and hand it off to the next person, and see how many times you can do that." Dizzied by the turning in circles (which was made even more ridiculous by the hockey stick held on the chin--!), we knocked the soccer ball through the obstacle course. After we'd all done it once, we had to spin round six times instead of five, and so on, until Sharon blew the whistle again, and everyone spilled back into the church hall.
We spent about half-an-hour just hanging out, picking up the church, gathering our bags, etc. The younger ones played pool or threw soccer balls around the hall. Robert managed to get everyone standing against the wall for a group photo, and after the group photo, we all sat on the floor in the church hall. Nigel stood up and said thank-yous to the women who had cooked the food, to the people who'd organized the sports, and to the speaker. Then Robert led us in a final time of devotions and Psalm-singing.
At about four-thirty, Emmaline, Erin, Eleanor, and I piled into the McCollums' car and drove back to the McCollums' house. The wind had picked up again, and by the time we were back at the McCollums' house, the evening shadows were beginning to fall. Mrs. McCollum was in the kitchen, baking a party mix concoction in the aga (their stove/oven, which is built into the house and always on). Emmaline and I settled down in the "little room" to watch Little Women on the DVD player. Mrs. McCollum had built up a peat fire on the hearth with "logs" of compacted peat, which burned warmly and smokelessly. Emmaline worked on her laptop, and I wrote up Friday's entry in my journal. The wind whistled in the chimney. The room was quiet, like a tiny glowing box warm against the darkness of the night outside.
Erin popped in and out. She was going to a fancy dress party tonight, and she bounced in to show us her Pippi Longstocking costume, complete with freckles of daubed-on eyeliner. The evening was rather crazy for the McCollums: Mr. McCollum out doing the milking and then having to run Nathaniel and Reuben to junior CY; Mrs. McCollum having to take Erin and her troop of friends to their dress-up party; Emmaline getting ready to drive herself to a birthday party later on in the evening; Eleanor and I waiting for Steven to pick us up and take us to Charly's, where the Ballyclabber/Glenmanus CY was getting together for supper (instead of having a "proper" CY meeting, which would've been too hard to organize so soon after the retreat ended).
After the movie ended, since Steven hadn't come yet, and Emmaline was out wrapping a birthday present, I curled up in the little room alone on the sofa in front of the fire and dozed. The room was very warm, and I nearly fell asleep.
Steven came for Eleanor and me at eight o'clock. We had to stop by his family's farm to pick up his younger brother, Timmy. Then we drove to the restaurant to meet the rest of the CY.
Charly's was billed as an "American-style restaurant", and the entrance to the parking lot was lit up by a small Statue of Liberty holding a lamp. Inside, the restaurant was large and warm, lit by Tiffany lamps--no two alike; each with a different colorful pattern of fruit or flowers or tinted tiles. There were various "vintage Americana" pieces hanging on the walls or from the ceiling, the requisite Route 66 sign, an old wooden rocking horse, an old wooden plane, hoops, etc. It was almost but not quite right: too colorful, lacking the daguerrotypes that would be in a Cracker Barrel or Applebee's, and, most importantly, lacking the American flag. All the same, pleasant, clean, and well-serviced. And the food was very good. I ordered chicken fajitas, which came out smelling and tasting exactly like the fajitas at Mexico Joe's. Quite satisfying.
We all sat at one long table. I could name almost all the people present: Alex, Chris (a young boy about Stephen-my-brother's age, very ruddy, with dark hair); Mr. and Mrs. McCollum, Robert, Amy M., Steven, Lisa, a girl I don't know, Eleanor, Timmy, Amy, Catherine, and myself, fourteen in all. Robert, Amy M., Steven, and I chatted during the meal. It was a good meal, and good to get to know Amy M., Robert, and Steven a bit better.
After the meal, at about ten o'clock, we drove to the McCollums' house (this would not be Norman and Nancy McCollum, Emmaline's parents, but the parents of Robert, Steven, and Timmy). Steven pulled the car round the narrow farmyard between the house and the barns, the headlights sweeping briefly over the startled black-and-white faces of calves in one of the sheds, and a brown-and-white cat weaving around the front door. Rain sparkled in the headlights. "Welcome to our home," Robert said as we stepped inside and he flicked on the lights.
All of us young people went into the living room to sit and chat. We sat around just talking about random things. Someone found a hand-held 20 Questions game, which got passed around. We played "I Never" and "I Have", though here they don't play it by getting up and mixing around but instead by keeping score on fingers, and once you've lost all ten fingers, you're "out". We played either-or, which is a game just "to get to know each other better", as Steven said: each person took turns shouting out two options, "Coke or Pepsi", "football or rugby", and then we went round the circle, each person choosing one of the two. Simple games, not requiring much thought, relaxing. Robert made tea and coffee, and brought the cups out on a tray with biscuits. Steven turned the TV on, and he and Timmy sat and watched soccer matches. Robert brought out his guitar, and the gentle ripple of the plucked strings flickered under the quiet conversation.
We lingered, talking, for about an hour or so. Alex drove Lisa home, and then took Eleanor and me home. It was raining in earnest now. At the McCollums' house, we found Mr. McCollum sitting up, working on tomorrow's Sabbath school lesson. Eleanor and I said good-night to him. I took a shower and then went upstairs to bed in Emmaline's room. I wriggled into bed, and was just drifting off to sleep when Emmaline came in. The rain rattled on the windows, and the wind whistled through a crack under the sill.
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Now Playing: Vivaldi, "The Four Seasons." Track 7, "Autumn: Allegro".
Here are pictures from this weekend. Also, there are a couple of poems up on Through A Glass Darkly.
23 October 2007
October 22, 2007
Now Playing: The Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring soundtrack by Howard Shore. Track 16, "Amon Hen".
This morning when I woke up it was very dark outside. The clouds are low and grey today, and the elms, mostly stripped of their leaves, look bleak and wintery. Emmaline took a shower while I did my devotions. I wrote a postcard to my grandparents since they’d sent me a nice card over the weekend. Emmaline and I went downstairs to have breakfast. We talked about the methods of church government here, some of the workings of which are a bit different from those in the States: apparently, presbytery visits one congregation a year, and at these visitations, people in the congregation are chosen to get up and answer questions. Emmaline doesn’t like it because everyone says what they’re supposed to instead of voicing their true opinions or needs. Andy M. came in, and we talked about our weekends. Andy M. laughed at us as Emmaline and I tried to come up with a shopping list and menu for this week (Emmaline is addicted to potatoes! :o).
After breakfast, Emmaline and I went back to our room. She left for class at ten o’clock. I spent much of the morning writing e-mails, doing homework (i.e., reading 13th and 14th century medieval lyrics and revising my Beowulf paper) and listening to the Chariots of Fire and Phantom of the Operasoundtracks. I also practiced my flute for awhile--I later discovered that the other people in the house had thought it was an alarm or a siren at first, until I got past the chromatic scales...! But it was good to practice again, and delightful to play the Bach sonata that I learned last year. I think I'll just start learning the next one in the book.
For lunch today I walked just down the street at one o'clock to The Oasis, the First Presbyterian Church's cafe. Renwick House is on a row with lots of other church establishments--chaplaincies, church residences, cafes, etc. The early afternoon was chilly and blustery, yellow powdered leaves whirling in the street and a tang of smoke in the air. As I was walking, I met up with Naomi, who was also coming for lunch: our small group leader, Steven, had decided that our group should get together for lunch, just for fun. Naomi and I stood in the entry area of the cafe, comparing notes about classes and homework, until other people started to arrive--Steven, Rachel, Phil, and some others. There was a fairly long line of students waiting to get into the cafe. Once we reached the counter, we ordered our food. Various sweets, candies, and baked items were set out on the counter, but the hot food was all made-to-order in the back. I ordered a chicken tikka panini (whatever that is!) and a bottle of iced fruit juice tea. I was so surprised to see that they had iced tea, but when I got it, I realized that the name is deceptive: it doesn't taste like tea, though it was still really good--sweet and fruity.
We all sat down at a table and waited for our number to be called. The panini turned out to be a sandwich with chicken curry-ish stuff inside. Not too bad. We sat around, eating and talking--there were probably about six of us. It was good fun. I can be a bit more at home with these people. There's no fear of unpleasant words or situations arising; they have some similar interests--someone always brings up "The Lord of the Rings". :o) They're friendly, at least for now, ready to take in the newcomer.
After lunch, I went back to Renwick with Rachel, and we met up with Emmaline. Emmaline hadn't had lunch yet, but after she ate, she, Catherine, and I walked to Tesco to do our week's worth of shopping. The afternoon was low and blustery, an autumn day, full of whirling leaves. In Tesco we went down our list of things to buy, though Emmaline is very good at impulse-buying. While she and Catherine looked for yogurt, I nosed around trying to find ingredients with which to make curry. I wasn't entirely successful and ended up with whole cloves instead of ground cloves because the ground ones were so expensive. I'll just have to find some way to grind them. Curry powder was another issue, too--I'm not exactly sure what I got for that; and they don't have tomato sauce here, but something that comes in glass jars and looks similar but with a different name.We lugged our groceries back to Renwick and stowed everything neatly away in cupboards and the refrigerator.
Emmaline had class at four o'clock. I put on my sweats and walked down to the bookstore to buy the little green textbook I need for Irish class. Then I walked over to the gym to go running. The gardens are always beautiful, and it's a highlight of the day to walk through them. There's one kind of bush that grows in untidy hedges--it has small glossy evergreen leaves rather like a holly's, but it also has inch-long thorns, and it smells vaguely like cinnamon. There's a grove of chestnuts in one part of the garden that are all going deep gold-brown and letting fall their leaves so that the green grass below them is carpeted with golden leaves that seem almost to throw a light back up at the still-golden branches of the trees. The bowling green is surrounded on three sides by oak trees, which are all turning orange and yellow by degrees, and further on, near the rose garden, there's a bonified silver maple tree, which is behaving as my silver maples do--dropping its leaves without turning colors. The grass is covered with drifts of yellow and silver leaves below it, but the tree itself is still green.
I went running in the gym, listening to one of my father's lectures on the sacraments. Then I walked back to Renwick. Late afternoon was more blustery, and there were little pellets of moisture unexpectedly in the air. I showered and then ran downstairs to work on supper at about five-thirty. I'd put the chicken in the refrigerator to defrost, and it had behaved itself for the most part. I cut it up and put it in a saucepan with oil, where it sizzled merrily away, adding its own waters and juices to the oil, and turning proper shades of brown. Emma was cooking vegetables on the same stove, while Ian was cooking vegetables on his stove, Matthew had a frozen pie in the oven, Daphne was cooking burgers in another oven, and Rachel was busy peeling onions and potatoes. Rachel's sister, Lindsey M., showed up for supper, as did Daphne's friend Lizzie, and pretty soon the kitchen was full of the racket of girls talking and laughing. Catherine came down to help me. We put sweet-and-sour sauce with veggies and pineapple in with the chicken and made rice, and when Emmaline had set out our utensils at the other end of the table from the "giggle" of girls, that was our supper. A good meal. We talked quietly about our days today. Catherine had brought apple crumble from home, so we had that for dessert.
After supper, I wrote a letter. Catherine and I went to CU at about seven-thirty or so. We sat together in the sea of people. The teaching tonight was on prayer and fasting: solid, basic teaching from the Sermon on the Mount. After CU, Catherine and I met up with Naomi, and the three of us walked back to Renwick together. Naomi teased Catherine and me about being a bad influence on her and getting her to come to the Renwick Bible study instead of going to her house to do work. We lounged around in our room until people started to trickle in at nine-thirty. All-in-all, we managed to squeeze thirty people into our room tonight. Johnny, one of Emmaline's many cousins, led the Bible study this evening, about Christ's deity. After the study, we spent a time in prayer. Lindsey, Catherine, and I always sit together (Catherine and I sit on my bed and Lindsey on my desk chair), and we were joined by a young freshman tonight named Gareth--he reminded me of the kid in Ratatouille except that he had dark hair and lacked freckles. Before we prayed, Phil urged us to pray for revival. God is stirring up the young people here just as He is stirring them up back in the States: Pray!
After the prayer time, Lindsey, Catherine, and I sat and chatted. They went downstairs to make tea. I helped them and brought some up to Daphne and Naomi. I sat in the common room, drinking very milky tea and nibbling a biscuit. I laughed and listened to Emmaline, Charlotte, and the two Sarahs discussing the sizes of their feet. Emma and I chatted some, too. She's a good, down-to-earth sort of person, quite willing to talk--as long as Deborah isn't around. We talked about our churches, etc. Everyone else was also sitting around the common room, chatting....
At about eleven-thirty, I went upstairs. I logged onto Skype, determined to get in touch with Sarah, and was delighted to see that Melody Spitler was listed as being logged on. So I called the Spitlers and spent about an hour talking with them. Skype kept breaking up, so it wasn't a completely successful conversation. I managed to hear every member of the family, though, at some point: Mrs. Spitler, Hannah, Rebeka, and Susannah all got on to say hello (Susannah wanted to know about the cookies I'd baked last week :o), and Mr. Spitler wanted to know how we'd managed to set up the wireless network. I had longer conversations with Sarah and Rachel, though I could hear the other members of the family chipping in from the background. I talked with them until about twelve forty-five my time, and then spent awhile thinking. I heard someone knock on my door. I waited for a long time before I opened it, but the person knocked again, and I could hear Lindsey and Catherine talking outside, so I went and opened it. Catherine had come to get her belongings. I said good-night to her. Emmaline came in shortly after, and we were in bed by one-fifteen or so.
21 October 2007
weekend
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Here are pictures from this past weekend. All the study abroad students with IFSA-Butler were hosted at the Delphi Adventure Centre from Friday evening to this morning. Each person could do two activities on Saturday and one this morning. I did hiking and rock climbing/archery on Saturday. I wasn't planning to do anything this morning, but everyone ended up leaving earlier than scheduled this morning and not participating in any activities.
18 October 2007
October 18, 2007
This morning when I woke up the room was cold and dim. I scrambled into my clothes as Emmaline's cellphone alarm went off. I pulled open the heavy red curtains hanging over the ten-foot windows and looked out. The morning was crisp and clear. Blue sky reflected opaquely in blue frost on the roofs of the chapel across the street. Black bare elm-branches along the road, with a few ragged yellow leaves clinging to them, and flying against the blue sky, a skein of seagulls, their wings caught gold by the rising sun, flying west over the dark chimneypots.
Emmaline was in a rush to get to her nine o'clock seminar, so I fixed buttered toast for her to take before she left. After she left I sat alone in the kitchen and quietly ate a bowl of cereal. I took a cup of Earl Grey tea upstairs with me and spent the hour or so before class studying. The walk to Late Medieval Literature class at ten o'clock was beautiful, a clear sky and sunshine. In LML, two professors team-taught the last lecture on Chaucer. One of them looks creepily like Doc Oc, in my opinion. I'm glad to be over with Chaucer. The professors took care to point out all the ridiculous excesses of the church in the medieval period, and even today, apparently, two years ago, eBay had to ban the selling of body parts because people were selling relics online. (!) After the lecture, I went to the tutorial, and after the tutorial, I went with the tutorial leader to her office to show her a rough draft of the paper that's due next week. Her office is a little chilly cubbyhole hidden in the back bowels of the English department, through a maze of cold corridors. But she was quite friendly and reassured me about the essay, so that was good.
By the time I got out of class, etc., the sky had begun to cloud over. I walked through the Botanic Gardens to the gym, smelling the rich, varied scents of the flowering shrubs along the way, and watching the colorful leaves slide to the ground. I went running in the gym and listened to my father's second Sabbath school lesson on the sacraments. Then I walked back to Renwick, showered, and made lunch for myself. I was eating up in the room and reading The Book of Margery Kempe for LML when Emmaline came in, tired from her long morning of classes. I went downstairs with her to wash my dishes, and who should ring the House phone but Claire. She was in the alley at the back and wanted me to let her in. So I ran out the series of back doors (there's a back kitchen door, then a back "garden" door (though there's nothing garden-ish about it, just a strip of concrete), then another back door, and finally the "car park", which has a big gate on it. I let Claire in. She'd come to use the internet because she had an article due for the Covenanter Witness that she'd only been asked to write the night before.
Rachel and Daphne were cooking in the kitchen and greeted Claire boisterously. Claire, Emmaline, and I went upstairs, and the three of us spent the rest of the afternoon working in the room. Claire sat at my desk and wrote her article, which turned out to be a children's page about Finding Nemo and Gospel themes from that movie. Emmaline and I helped her come up with pictures from the internet and Bible verses. Emmaline sat and tried to do math problems at her desk, and I sprawled on the floor in between, working on a paper for Beowulf class, which was actually pretty fun to write. The afternoon outside dimmed slowly, greyness coming up the street between the elms, people hurrying home from work.
When the article was finished, at about six o'clock, Claire, Emmaline, and I went downstairs. Emmaline disappeared into the kitchen to warm up leftover lasagna for supper. Claire and I went into the common room, where a bunch of people were hanging around. "Hello," I said to Rachel, who was sitting right by the door. She gawked at me for a minute and then laughed, "You sounded Northern Irish! I thought there was someone behind you!" I rolled my eyes at her and said good-bye to Claire.
Emmaline and I had leftover lasagna and applesauce for supper. Catherine, Charlotte, Daphne, and Rachel were eating their meal at the other end of the table. After supper, I went back upstairs to work on my paper and managed to get a rough draft banged out before having to go downstairs to Rachel's room at seven-thirty for CU small group Bible study. Though the English/Drama small group meets on Wednesday nights, I've never been able to go because I've never been able to figure out where they're meeting. So instead I asked Rachel if I could join the Maths/Physics/Computer Science small group, which meets just downstairs in her room. Her room is fairly small, but she had put chairs all around the edges, and Rachel and Naomi ended up sitting on the bed as well. All-in-all there were fourteen people in the small group. They were all quite friendly and funny. When I came in, I chatted with Scott, a ruddy-faced freshman. Other people started to come in. Two guys, Chris and Phil, kept everyone laughing while we waited on the other leader to show up. He finally came, Stephen, a boy built like a running back (see, there's my technical term for this post *cough*), and he and Rachel led the study.
It was a fairly good study, mostly practical application of the Sermon on the Mount. Everyone participated well. The study lasted for about two hours, and then everyone sat around talking for half-an-hour afterwards. I was getting pretty sleepy by the end since the room was warm and I was beginning to be overwhelmed by being surrounded by so many people. Rachel made tea, and I had a cup, so that helped. I sat in a corner and chatted with Naomi about the differences between American and Northern Irish universities (American ones are more expensive, but at least you get scholarships, whereas Northern Irish students usually don't). The other students were all chatting with each other, making jokes, discussing problems from homework assignments, complaining about professors. Someone started a conversation about The Lord of the Rings, which got the whole room listening and arguing and laughing.
Finally, at about eleven o'clock, though they were still going strong, I slipped out and went upstairs, tired and wanting a bit of quiet. I read e-mail, worked a bit more on my paper, and then got on Skype and spent the next hour-and-a-half talking with Logan via phone and webcam. Good to "see: him again, in a manner of speaking. Emmaline came in at about twelve-thirty, and Logan wanted to meet her, so I handed the headset to her and she sat down and talked with him for awhile. I stood looking out the window. In the corner of the left window frame there was a spider making a web: delicate thread-by-thread, walking over the spokes, the streetlight behind it shining through its translucent orange legs and catching flecks of dust already caught on the sticky strands of the web. Its plump grey body moved painstakingly back and forth as it worked. I said good-bye to Logan. Emmaline was sitting at her desk, studying. I did my devotions, changed clothes, and went to bed, though it took me awhile to get to sleep.







