30 January 2012

Now Playing: Sufjan Stevens, "Come Thou Fount."

The sun finally came out on Friday! I woke up, and the roofs were dusted with a fine mesh of crystalline snow, but the sun was shining. 


Campus manages to look beautiful all the time, but afternoon sunlight brings out the clearness of the limestone best, I think. This is Memorial Hall, where my medieval literature class meets this term.

26 January 2012

I'm falling in love with Felix Mendelssohn again. He's so happy, particularly on dreary days like today, which has come at the end of a string of dreary days. I'm not sure I've really seen the sun all week....

 Nevertheless, there's hope. Snowdrops are coming up in Scott's yard under the crab apple tree.

His cat Blanche remains disgusted with the weather--poised on a stepping-stone, trying to stay out of the wet grass. It was her idea to go outside....

20 January 2012

Lisa made an amazing meal for us tonight: marinated chicken, stuffing, mashed potatoes, green bean casserole, and a pear-and-onion salad contributed by Mary. Then she baked this enormous cake for dessert, three layers with icing packed between each one. Thomas, Eric, Scott, Mary, and Peter came over.

An opportune moment: a terrible ice storm is brewing outside!

18 January 2012

Bob installed Scott's new bookshelves last Thursday. They fill the south wall of the living room, floor-to-ceiling.

Even in winter, Dunn's Woods are lovely. I walked through them on my way home from teaching this morning, and the pattern of the branches against the morning sky--the clouds from yesterday's cold front have finally dispersed--was so intricate.

15 January 2012

 

Often on Sunday afternoons, I'll walk the southern portion of the B-Line. It's about four miles round trip. Today the snow we had earlier this week was still lying lightly on the ground under the shadows of the trees.

09 January 2012

First day of classes here at IU. My alarm went off crisply at half six, long before anyone else was awake. It was pitch-black outside still, the full moon setting in the west and shining through Lindsay's window (her bedroom door was open since she's still gone).

I managed to fit in breakfast, scanning over lesson plans, replying to a smattering of e-mails, and quiet time before leaving the house at twenty past eight. This semester I teach at five past nine on the third floor in Ballantine, in a room much less sleek and glossy than the room I had last term. When I opened the door, twenty-two blank, dazed faces glanced furtively at me. I tried to smile at them, but my hello-you're-strangers-don't-eat-me smile isn't very convincing. Need to keep working on that.

Class went well on the whole. Picking up on Dr. E's unorthodox methods, I decided to ask my students to go by last names this term. Everyone is "Ms" or "Mr." We'll see how that's received. I'm hoping that it will make the classroom feel slightly more professional. Since Mary and I are teaching the same syllabus, centered on the theme of monsters, I used an opening exercise with a Zombie Uncle Sam image, which actually generated some interesting discussion about nationalism vs. individualism and the connotations of black-and-white as opposed to colored photography.

Highly relieved to be done, I swung out of the classroom ten minutes early (first day never takes full time) and walked to Scott's house. The morning was pristine: a sky almost autumnal with the depth of its blue, air perfectly clear, almost warm, and birds beginning to sing again everywhere. Cardinals, mourning doves, sparrows, chickadees, birds that have been silent for the past couple of months. At Scott's house he met me on the front step, and we walked around looking for daffodils. They're beginning to shove their way through the damp earth already.

At home again I spent the rest of the morning working on lesson plans and writing e-mails, tidying up loose ends. By the time I ate lunch, I'd finished everything on my task list for today, so I spent the afternoon luxuriating in Anathem by Neal Stephenson. The book ate me alive. So dense, though, that I couldn't take it all in at once, so I dozed some, worked on wedding plans some, and then practiced my flute for the first time in months. Bach sonatas. Gorgeous. The book left me sitting in the dark in my room, head in my hands, thinking hard about the possibilities of parallel universes, Christianity, and C.S. Lewis's Space Trilogy.

In the midst of this, Laura shouted upstairs that tea was ready. She, Lisa, Lindsay, and I ate tea together for the first time in months. Delightful. Laura had made corn chowder, and we sat around and narrated our Christmas holidays to each other. Afterward we curled up on the sofas and had our "family" Christmas. Wee fun presents--scarves, jewelry, stationery, wacky or weird things that make each other laugh. We sat around, giggling over our presents for awhile.

At about nine Scott came over. He and I chatted with Laura for a bit, then went upstairs. Told each other about our days. Wedding-planned. The usual.

07 January 2012


This makes me smile every time I come into my room: BOOKS.

I've spent the past couple of days being somewhat lazy at Scott's house. He's been in Chicago, so I've been keeping an eye on the cats, nominally at least--they don't particularly like to have an eye kept on them, in typical cat-fashion, and I prefer not to have their eyes kept on me (ever been stared at by a cat? creepy--always stare back). But I've been studying theory for my next medieval literature class (already!), e-mailing up a storm with Mary as we prepare our syllabus for W131 this semester, and reading Anathem by Neal Stephenson. In other words, I'm a book-stealer, the worst sort of guest to have: Scott left his novel behind, just started, and I picked it up and am now over four hundred pages in.

Today Laura and I have been playing with wedding invitations. Rather, she's been playing, and I've been reading and stressing out by turns. Oh, the joys.

04 January 2012

Now Playing: Tchaikovsky, The Nutcracker, "Final Waltz and Apotheosis."

Back in Bloomington now, and nothing has slowed down, it seems. At least not in some ways. Planning, planning, planning, and I find myself struggling not to live life as though it's a series of tasks to be completed. Before we left Stillwater, I found a wedding dress, and Alyson, Mary, and Laura now have bridesmaids dresses, so that's one item off the checklist. I was staunchly resolved at first not to let our pastor's wife help, but she offered to assist in the search for a reception venue, and since planning this wedding has turned out to be somewhat of a herculean task, I've been so grateful. It's probably really not that much of a task; it's just that the pieces haven't really started to fall into place yet (aside from bride, groom, minister, and church, that is).

On the other hand, it is good to be able to work on all of this. And to have a quiet house, wake up late, read Tintin comic books over breakfast, and cook for Laura, Scott, and co. Soon everyone will be back, but for now it's pleasant not to be surrounded by people. Quiet, time to think.